Day 307 "I Have No Question"

Many days have passed since I started the walk towards this great unknown.
Yesterday is becoming more and more an acceptable time in my past; yesterday is finally staying in my past.
Between the time that my world shifted and the shift that is happening now, I am aware of the importance of instinct and will alone.
Every breath I am taking is one that feels a bit lighter than the one that came before it.
After so many forced steps, I am finally finding the will to let go of this desire to control the chaos, I am finally accepting the fear that comes with change.
My heart knows how it misses another one next to it. How much of a gift it is to share these brief moments in this life, with another that desires to reflect that gift back, another that has a heart that beats in steady rhythm with our own.

Time The Thief has a way of stealing so much time that we can fall in to the cycle of trying to reclaim what he has taken, even when what has been stolen should not be reclaimed at all.
I am made stronger by this waiting, even if I don’t always feel this way.
I am now more ready to appreciate the more beautiful things now, even if so many things still look so ugly.
I am finally ready to break the silence of hearts desires.

After all this time, there is a true break in the darkness that has clouded my vision for so long, and my heart, finally, is able to see what I was searching for all along; I can finally see myself and all the other beautiful hearts around me.

Companionship is the answer to a heart that wanders lost, broken, and alone in the darkness
Lust, desire, conviction and honesty so real that it hurts...these are the keys to the door that we all seek to find.
Many days have passed since I first stumbled down this rabbit hole.
I am certain that this was always how it would end up.
I am accepting that control was never in my hands.
I a learning to accept that I have to finally accept.
Commitment to a better life, a better view, a better moment, that is my reason for never giving up.
Honoring the desires of my heart, as it reaches so impressively across this distance, is the only thing I know for certain. Never knowing where it is trying to lead me is the great stress of my life; either way it is leading me to a future I have never known.

After all of this darkness, all of this change, all of these trials, and all of the secrecy between my own heart and mind, I have finally come in to contact with the very things that I have used all along to help me keep from letting go, I am finally in contact with hope and possibility.
I am finally in contact with the ember that has become a small flame.
I am finally on speaking terms with my heart.