Wednesday, February 15, 2012

Day 46 "Hello Brave New World"

It is a brave new world now.
The path before me is alien and unknown. It outstretches before me like an endless highway made from the fears I have built up through all these years. I have no idea how to navigate this path with the most efficiency or in the safest manner. I have no history yet written in my future, and therefore I can only attempt to visualize, in vain, where I will end up. It is fear now that rules this moment and if it was not for this flicker of hope that still, somehow, rests inside me, I might just try to walk away; but I know that this elusive path ahead can only be navigated by faith and determination, and fear is simply the toll we must all pay.
I am unsure as to what trials I will have to overcome next, and what new friends I will meet as I struggle through them? Or worse still, what enemies might I be walking towards right now?
I have been resistant to change, and all the while change never slowed its progression through my life. Change was and will always be a constant, and in this world you cannot even hold onto a single breath for much longer than needed. Every moment is foreign, every day is new, and every step has not been made before.

I tried to stay awake long enough to reclaim what I know, but I fell asleep and woke up misguided and misdirected; I awoke a stranger in less familiar skin.
It is both unsettling and impressive how this world can twist the reflection in the mirror; yet there is something exciting about this brave new world, and what happens next is anyone's guess?
I will reclaim that faith and hope that others have come to need from me in their dark times. I will stand like Danbox, before some things monolithic in size, and I welcome them instead of showing them my fear.
I will learn more from his outlook, I will learn more from his desire to challenge the differences, his will to stand with pride in the face of adversity and alien things.
I will say hello to this brave new world, and I will work hard to choose happiness over the dark passenger that walks alongside me.

“Hello brave new world”.

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