Day 51 "Over The Horizon Line"

There is so much to think about these days, so much to analyze, and so many problems to solve.

I can tell by the way that Danbox stares out over the horizon, focusing on nothing in particular, that he must feel the same way that I do; overwhelmed.

I can't tell if I am intimidated or excited?

I can't tell if I am scared or ready for what happens next?

I can't tell if I have read the signs right or not?

All I know is that a voice inside is speaking to me now, louder than ever, and it is forcing me to be honest in everything I do, and it is forcing me to take responsibility for the gifts that I have been given.

I won't even attempt to fight this instinct, or disrespect the will of my inner-self by challenging these things I feel.

I will listen, as intently as Danbox does in this moment. I will look beyond the horizon and attempt to see something further away, and hopefully much more important.

I may not know where this path will lead. I may not know the full extent of my purpose, but there is something inside that is controlling my vision, something important that is forcing me to stop and read the signs properly.

I am still here, against the will of the dark passenger, I am still here.

I am still fighting for hope, despite admitting my desperate emotional defeat.

I am still smiling in the face of the sometimes brutal and ugly complexion of this world.

I am still here.

Despite the lack of my Northern Star to lead me home.

I am still here.

Despite my desire to walk away and not see this through.

But I am still here.

Despite my fading patience.

I am still here.

Despite anything.

I will see this through and finally reach myself over the horizon line.