Tuesday, April 24, 2012

Day 115 "The Colour Of Will"

What does it take to succeed? To follow a dream? To reach beyond the limits that you and others have placed upon you?
What does it take to overcome the weight of opinions?
How long can we allow ourselves to stay in the noisy and confusing dark? This place that has us too afraid to choose one path over another, in the fear that we might close the door on greatness by simply making a choice.
What does it take to force us out of the devoid realm of both fear and judgment, to try to find the depth and colour in the things that we ourselves know that we want, but don't know how to achieve?
Is it the fear of hitting rock bottom that compels us to search for the light in our lives? Or do we need to plummet straight to the depth and darkness of our psyche to see what hope lies ahead?
Everyone has an idea of the will and want of their hearts. Everyone has the tools necessary to understand the quiet voice within that sounds and echoes of hope and desire, and of spiritual fulfillment.
It is not everyone's destiny to reach the heights of the possibility that lies before them, and for some, they simply do not want to try hard enough, for them this life is nothing more than the act of overcoming one trial after another, and finding worth in just that. For some, there is no desire to find out what lies over the horizon.
At times my world becomes grey in tone and all I see is the pavement where my lost feet tread upon; but I cannot stay within the colorless and apathetic mindset for too long…the fire inside always sparks of hope and wonder.
For me I choose to fight, to uncover and discover, and to force one foot in front of another…never giving up on the journey ahead.

For me it is a decision to respect the voice inside that wills me beyond this noisy darkness, and it is my desire and personal truth to learn to create something of colour and spiritual substance within this confusing dark.

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