Day 303 "My Brother The Released"

The world is still moving isn't it?
The ones that I loved, who struggled against addiction, some of them are gone now...and yet the world still moves.
I feel a sadness inside that I know I will always have, but also this relief for the ending of their pain.
I still feel guilty for any smile that I show after losing you my brother, but you never wanted me to lose this smile along with you, did you?
I listened to you and your struggles for so long, and how the demons inside played with your emotions, I only ever wanted to help you, and you knew that didn't you?
I wanted to help you kill every last one of those terrible demons with the hope you wanted to believe in so much, this same hope that I still want to believe in.
They have all fallen to you now, these impossible demons have no power left to claw at your heart and your mind, because you left this world that I still live in.
This world that felt so lonely for you, and these addictions that felt so impossible...all of them have no weight upon your heart any longer.
You have been given your wings my brother, and I may need you in this life to help lift me above the darkness that will inevitably come my way, I may need your help to hold some of these demons of my own back.
Don't ever forget that you are still my older brother, you still have to help me, and I still need your strength, because my world is still moving too fast.